300109

HAVE FUN WITH AHSIS!!

290109

280109

huhu!~ i quitting smkinq lers!!

it is a must to quit!! ;DD

i will try to be a perf qirl bt nt fully perfect bah.

cos nobody is perf.;P

quit drinkinq too.(:

i will cherish every single of them around me.

AND SAY GOODBYE TO MY PAST ATTITUDE;D

pples dont bu xi guan wors.

i am not a flirter.

as i promise *somebody* before.

althouqh that *somebody* is not mine anymore & for the rest of my life.

but it is a promise i make to *him* before.._.

thanks ahsis for tellinq me somethinq.

now i know & will try to let qo. althouqh is shaq. ;P

every night i will still tears when i think of you.

i am not stronq.

270109

LIKE BORING~

drink beer ytd. jitao ta. headache sia.

went to sis house downstair lombanq her to my house(;

then we chit chat. damn funny.

laugh till i buaytahan. ;X!

we saw somebody bloq. wtf lor.

copy***. eeewks!

nevermind , let it be .

she bu hui zhi donq derr xial. *puke*

thanks AHSIS ytd cab down pei me.

watch movee ytd too 3 day watch movee lerrs. *broke*

这么久了还是可以看到,感觉的到你对我的重要

260109

went to relative house today.

woots! cousins qatherinq~~

took alort of FUNNY pics.

but not with mee ):

went back at 8pm laiidat.

then 9pm went to lot meet min and ade.

waited & waited for yan.

she with her friend .

wait till 1am she say no come lerr.

like BORING lor~

haiis . just DUNNO why YOU WONT CHERISH derr.

pple treat you good. ask you to eat ALL THIS.

what you give is the STUPID ATTITUDE.

if is laiidat . i WONT ask you to EAT or what ANYMORE!

you see liaows want angry or what is your PROBLEM.

not my fault . i talk to you nicely . you are qettinq MORE&MORE guofen hor?

nevermind! let it be~.

hhahs. call alortt pples & say happy new year to them. ;P

I AM SOT LIAOWS.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

250109

before i cut my fringe. hehes

i cut myself derr .

14o2o8-020109.

324days byebyes!! LOL!!

HAPPYNEW YEAR! ;P

just back from ahma house .

& watch movie just now with mummy , ahyi , meimei and ahma (:

drink some beers niaa. LOL!

midnite qoinq out bah.

tmr can wear new clothinq! HUHU~

suddenly think back to last year new year.

lols. went to find "THEM" and play .

but too bad , IT IS IMPOSSIBLLE TO GO BACK THAT TIME.!

那一天手心里的爱我放不开

等一个人多么孤单

我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐.

我勇敢了起来

当你回来的时候

我一定要跟你说别再走开~

it takes timessss.

14o2o8

XBD&DBD

240109

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS LORT!! (x

HAVE FUN WITH THEM LARS.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !! SMXUARKS!!

I SWEAR TO BE A GOODGIRL!

230109

went out with girlfriends today.

quite a fun time(:

eat our " tuan yuan fan"!!(:

slack slack slack until 1plus then cabb-ed back.

very tired arh nowadays.

mayb my bloq will rot for somedays bahs.

aft new year , i think i going to make myself tired to the top!;D

hais , sis still dont trust me at all.

i say i nvr qo clubbinq lers,

she still dont trust. haiis.

i really dont know what to say lers.

she just dun feel her wrds are HURTING la!

how i wish TIMES FLIES BACK LA.

i more&more hate this FKING world!

message to someone:

from today on , i will not contact you anymore.

contact you i think you also dont give a damn .

if you & her stead , hope you both will last bahs.

tolerate each other more bahs.

hope she can love you more than me.

hope she will treat you better.

hope she will not honq.

hope she will not always quarrel with you.

hope you will be happier without me in ur life anymore.

hope she is carinq.

hope she will cherish you.

things that i wish . "him"

drink more water & smoke less bahs.

learn to save money to buy ur bike.

take care of ur body dont always train until ue hurt urself.

eat more, you so skinny.

study hard dont retain ler!

smile more (:

sleep early if next day got school.

rmb to cover ur blanket when you sleep.

dont always call pple until prepaid low, want jiu ask pple call ue.

hp dont put beside your head when you sleep.

jiayous bahhs!!!!

and one last time , he is still the one i love most in all.byes.

screen back friendster comment & past post i have bloq. SHAGG!

你还记得吗?

140208

220109

HELLOS!! (x

HUHU~

qoinq out with my qirls tomorrow . yea!!

I HATE PPLE THAT NO REPLY MY MESSAGE. PCB!

pple dun think is my ahstead no reply .

hahhas. my ahstead very good derr. atleast will pei mee.

today play mahjonq with ahstead & kor. (:

I LOSE!!! but no need pay money . WAHAHHAHAHAHS!

cos is lose to AHSTEAD! HUHU~!!

aft new year i qoinq to find something to do liaows .

NO SLACKING lerrs.

AND I SAY ONE LAST TIME!!

I HATE PPLE NO REPLY MY MESSAGE!!!

[]k +h@+ b!+(h . ^^

220109

o2o1o9 i start to become a more caring person. ;x!

i realise i miss quite alortt of pple.

lonq time no see arhh .!

luckily they no ferget me! ;DD

chinesenewyear cominq lerrs!! yeaa~~

slack with ahsis , sis , min , yy & vincent today (:

quite fun , hehes!!

min drawinq power sia!! hahhahas.

went to bendan's house watch teebee around 9+.

chit chat with him . hmms. ;x!

and message with dumb & ahsis. (:

smk 1 stick with bendann before i homeSWEEThome.

thanks ahsis pei mee chat till i reach home <33

tomorrow she cominq find mee, hhees!

IF ONLY TIMES FLIES BACK TO THE STARTING POINT.?

he love me ? dunnoe?

he love her? maybe?

shaaqq~ hhahahs.

bendann rather message her, then me. sadded* LOL!

i change so much fer him , but he still cannot feel .

and i went to see those comment he gimmi last time.

hmm~ lifetime warranty? he ferget ler ? D:

B*T*H fuck off .

HEARTLESS FREACKO OR CREATURES F off too. (x

210109

sometime i am stress too qirl.

cheerup bahhs. at least you still got your sisters with you(x

jiayous~~

how i wish you are still there for me somtime~.

missmissmiss~

有多少爱能重来?

多少人愿意等待?

失去之后才明白.

走进回忆的安排.

一幕一幕的对白.

上演我们的未来.

期待原来是一种伤害.

深爱的人一离开.

是我不敢,忽略你给我的爱.

现在我只想,

回到最初的时候.

不愿让你再泪流.

寂寞之后.

只有你会陪着我.

现在我只想.

回到最初的时候.

我知道你还爱着我.

亲爱的你

请你握紧我的手

请你看看我

真的需要你的我

只要你回头~~

200109

woohooo~~ huhu~~!!

everybody smile smile!!((((:

wo zhi hao ba wo xiang shuo de hua duo fanq zai xin li~~

yin wei wo zhi xianq yao ni happy ;x!

190109

after have a chat with somebody.

i feel relac more. (:

thanks to that somebody.

tomorrow qoinq fetch my sis fanqxue bahs(:

see i soo good !! but i dunnoe how to qo.

very paisae sial qo there . hahhs.

but i sick lers, maybe catch a cold bahs.><

i cannot dunhave my ahsis too!!

AT LEAST I HAVE HIM ONCE. (x

but if there is one more chance to be tqt with either him or others.

i will cherish .

will not quarrel with him.

treat him goodgood.

and adore him.

i wish to have someone that cherish, love, care and adore me too!! ;x!

cfm ai si ta derrs.

180109

WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING!!

he treat me good , i call him dun treat me so good. STUPIDME.

CCB! ARGHS!

anw my ahstead, sorry ytd ask you to wait for my call .

and yet you wait soo lonq , i haven qo home.

sorry wors!! ni de hao , wo zhi dao.

xiexie. i am lucky that i still got you and her and my elf!

iloveyou.;x!

bt still he will always be in my heart for sure.;x

160109

HAHAHAS! I ALREADY CAN EAT LERS.

FANGXIN LARRS EVERYBODY !!! aiyos.

ILOVEYOUALL.;DDD tiaks!

while i receive his call ? i feel happy.

but .........

shall not say bah.. (:

wo men zhi jian bu nen zai hui tou lers? 0.o

when i need him , the only thing i can do is...

talk to my beloved hellokitty.LOL!

AHSTEAD!! ;X!

you sae you will yanq wo de wors. better sia!

if not ~~ i ''K'' you "K" dao coffin.

hahahas.LAME!!

& to that *****..

don't be such a ***** at there act cute .

you r ugly alriqhts. everybody say you uqly. -.-

you r not fit to be his STEAD.

xiaomeimei yi qe ;PPPP

130109

thanks all that care mee!

i am sorry . not i dunwan eat .

is i really try to eat .

just no appetite!!):

i am really tired lers.

breakinq down soon..hais..

hate myself fer beinq so useless!

hope tomorrow it will be fine aft seeinq doc.

"RUGUO YOU YI TIAN,WO ZOU LER,NI HUI BU HUI XIANG WO?"

fk her. i hate her.(:

I REALLY GOING TO HAVE DEPRESSION!

LYRICS

english lyrics.

I can't make peace, nor let go

Because I've seem love truly bloomed

I want to wait, keep waiting

Waiting for that night I came back from rememberance

The moment you embraced meI felt like I flew to the sky

When I gradually descended

I was no longer me,

i had a dream, I was in a dream

Love was here, it was so beautiful, so strong

Rammed through my live with cheers

Even regret had conceded into a treasured smile

Love was here, it made me complete, made me happy

How could I easily let it go

I don't want to be released, I'm only afraid of missing it

I just want to wait for you to come back to love me

Loneliness is loud, I'm not scared

Because I can only hear the longing for you

The world is very big, it can fit

My little, foolish, stubborn faith

I can't remember whether you had made any promise

It's not important

Either way, I would wait for, wait in the dream for

My most only, most beautiful dream

Love was here, it was so beautiful, so strong

Rammed through my live with cheers

Even regret had conceded into a treasured smile

Love was here, it made me complete, happy

How could I easily let it go

I don't want to be released, I'm only afraid of missing it

I just want to wait for you to come back

If I need to use miracle to call you back

Then let the tear evaporate and come down as snow flakes

Melt in the love with me.

chinese lyrics.

我看不開 也放不開

因為我曾見過愛情真的盛開

我要等待 一直等待

等那~一個夜晚從回憶回來

當你擁抱著我 那一瞬間

我像飛到空中而當我緩緩降落 我不再是我

我有了夢 我在夢中

*愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇

歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過

連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容

愛來過 讓我完整過(讓我)幸福過

怎麼能 輕易就放它走

我不想解脫 我只怕錯過

我就是要等你回來愛我

寂寞喧嘩 我不害怕 因為我只聽得見對你的牽掛

世界很大 會容得下

我這小小傻傻頑固的信仰

你有沒有過承諾 我已忘了 那已不重要了

反正我都會守候 在夢中守候

我最唯一最美的夢

*重覆

如果需要動用奇蹟來召喚回你 就讓淚蒸發 下成雪花和我一起在愛中被融化

*重覆*2

LONELINESS .SCARY. COLD.

if i landed in the hospital,

hope he will come see me(:

120109

dunoe why nomatter what he done.

i dunoe how to hate you.

hate myself so useless!

the three person in my life will never be forget.

memories flash throuqh my mind the whole niqhts.

and i cannot sleep aqain.

stomach is qettinq more&more weak.

couldnt eat anythinq. 4day lers.

still suddenly crazy. everyday will crazy.

the song in my bloq i wanna sinq to him ders.

but no chance aanimore..

no matter how hard i try to , it just failed!

ytd when i message him, i "haha" also fakefake der.

i really scared he will fell inlove with that *****!

but bobian. i will just hide everything in my heart.

have think of leavinq this sad places.

but just bu she de my marmie&meimei&sister.

and ah sis! dun ever hurt me more! ytd you hurt me to the very top!

wish is double a stab to my heart.

even if i torture myself i dun feel the pain animore.

i have no feelinq lers.

but the only thinq I WILL STAY SINGLE!

cos i want wait him to come back love me 1day.

like the sonq all suit me!

sisters ! PLEASE SUPPORT ME!

I MISSMISSMISS! ;x!

140109 is GONE!

dun think he will see my bloq animore so.

let it be.(:

100109 waaitinq!

120109

I AM SINGLE!

LALALAS!!!!(:

SISTER ARE LOVE ALWAYS!!

110109

NO matter what i will wait.

ilovehimonly,

the rest fark off .

SISTERS!! THANKS FER BEING THERE FER ME.

090109

I AM PAIN!! DEEPDEEP PAIN!

cry fer 3day till midnite force myself to sleep.

iampain that i cannot feel his love!

iampain that i duno what he is doing!

iampain that i never receive any of his call!

IMISSHIM!

IMISSHISVOICE!

IMISSHISCARING!

IMISSEVERYTHING!):

i dunoe what i have done.

i rmb this song he play in the bus.

when i listen i will cry.

I GOING BREAK DOWN SOON. haiis

nolonger iAMSTRONG!

i am scared 1st time so scared. hais

you r the longest stead with me.

the one i love most.

maybe i always quarrel with you.

you r tired le?

haiis. waiting fer later wad he will reply me.

you still rmb this?直到天长地久直到天荒地老.?

meaning love till the end.
IMISSYOUBADLY!

sweetascandy. painlikedyinq!

i AM sad

一个人的感觉好孤独好可怕!

一个人的感觉好孤独好可怕!

一个人的感觉好孤独好可怕!

maybe is i think too much ? or he really change?;'(

nowadays very less meet him.

he pei his brothers slack.

hais.i rmb last time i call him pei his bro more during the holiday.

but now sch reopened he lesser and lesser meet mee,contact mee,

i feel that ~ haiis dunwan to say.

sisters all study. & i feel i am alone.

i am scared they will be gone .

boy, please don't treat me so coldly can ? ;'(

MY HEARTACHES!!

010109

countdown should be a memorable moment or time for everybody bah!

but mmee ! KNS sial.

stead with BROTHERS!!!

sister nvm she with her friends cos they say hao tgt very early.

friends with stead confirm ders..

me at home . ****

he say will come back meet me at nite ders!

i very tired wanna sleep bt scared he rch , nobody open door fer him.

so lie on bed watch teebee wait fer his msg ..

what i receive is he last min say want ton at his bro hse .

haiis ..

call sis cos she at vivo . ask her got see STARS mahhs.

hahhs. ask her run to the camera infront say hii . so i at teebee can see her .

HAHA! LAME! is impossible.

she ask me no meet weiloon meh ?

i tell her " he go his bro hse ton!"

she msg me ," SIS , sorry never peii ue"

nvm nah.. xi guan jiu hao..

12plus sleep . actually today going fishing with him & co.

but ytd i very angry , tell him i dunwan go lers .

today 6plus i wake . see my fone gt message from him , but no.. nvm i slp bk ..

11plus wake see again .. no message again .. nvm . went out watch teebee.

wait till 1 plus see no his message again ! nvm i msg him ask stiue fishing .?

then he reply . i say i xiang go find them .

he say no bus blah blah blah.

i say cabbie. he say waste $$ .

he ferget le bah , ytd i go meet daddy , he gt gimmi $$ der . so i gt $ mah.

then nvm , i sae i go slp . LOLL!

majiam dunwan i go laiidat . WTF.

now having party at his ershu hse. call me go .

OFCOS I DUNWAN. should be he come find me lor .

ytd sae he today meet me.. meet till KNN at there happily party! dunwan sae lerr ..

WAITING FER ADELINE TOH TO WAKE ARHS!!!

BORED TO DEATH LER!