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有时候没办法陪着你
你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性
对不起不该让你伤心
有时候你会让让我
有时候你会装作不懂
默默地留一些空间给我
这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起

疼爱的想念的都是你

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I SAY I LOVE YOU!
yesterday meet adeline sis & sky , dylan , junhao . ahrui &  her friend awhile.
hhaas. chit chat . & somebody keep call us LIMIT ! (: we will . 
& i hope the group will united back one day (:
back to yewtee meet xinmin & li liang , we go pasamalam walk walk . hees
min very cute lor !  stand there watch liang popo . LAUGHS!
4th june . BAOBAO[s] BETTER COME OUT ! miss (:
after that went to boy house , drink chivas . he kelian have to keep tah ~" hahas
5am then reach home -.- 
and later meeting FOURSOMES go slack . hahas . hope we enjoy yeah (:
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WHO WILL I RUN TO ~ 
you 
you
you

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WHY DO I ALWAYS LIKE TO THINK SO MUCH .
take my last exam today . hehes . 
bomb him up almost 10+ miss call .? & finally he wake !
late for the stupid exam . hahas. 
after school went to his house wait till 3pm .
meet my 3girls (:
went to loyang temple because they having their dragon competiton . (:
not very bored , but very tired ! hahas.
having fun when we reach jurong . hehes . 
i hope we will always remain in this way ?
12plus they went home & boy come fetch me . LOL!
i don't know why we always not happy each other in everything we do . 
haiis . really stress . sometime sweet & sometime drift . 
anyways thanks for treating me so good . still the one i love(:
hope adeline can get back her freedom soon .! & gget well soon . takecare  ! <3

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meet with sis, sheila & jolene.
the four of us recently keep quarrel. 
after quarrel i'm sure all very heartpain lor.
shall not say here bah. anyway we're okay already. (:
after that , went to kevin's bbq.
play, eat, chat & drink.
back home around 3am . 
boy, i'm sorry about today. you came down to find me.
yet i fkinq give you attitude & scold ue. sorry!!
no more next time ! (:
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went to find sis with him for awhile till 8pm . 
we slack and chat as normal.
she is havinq family problem now.
and dont worry qirl , i'm always there. 
i know i cannot help , but the only thing i can do is to support you 
& ask you to go home earlier. SO PEOPLE DONT ASK ADELINE OUT DURING NIGHT!
thanks (:
went to his house to study after that . at first didnt study , we watch show. quite nice lar the show. 10plus he go dabao for me to eat . so good of him right(;
while waiting , i doze off , he came back & we eat our dinner. (:
after dinner study for awhile till 12plus. 
and he sent me home . <3
THESWEETESTBOYIEVERHAD. loves!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MUM~ (:

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english exam . paper 1 , sad case again !
after exam went IMM to eat with MR.CHEN & his friends.
cost of 70bucks . lols . 
after eating , went back yewtee & i meet sis . 
heart2heart talk with her , & i realised alot of thing that make me so sad . 
sheila came after that , she talk to us , & the both of us is ok . 
meet jolene to hequan around 8plus . they bought otah to eat .
i never eat . due to the fucking cough . hahas. 
talked to jolene , i guess all the misunderstanding is clear bah .
what i need is just a simple trust from you people . 
anyways , thanks my wubao , thanks for the words (:
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sis & min went back zoo to work today . hope they are fine !! (:
i didn't manage to work , cos of exam & still sick .
i need alot alot of cash arhh ~ ): 
mr.chen also working today . LOL!
anyways, you don't always bully me lars. 
& i will try dont kb you derrs. hahahas. ;D
TOMORROW MUMMY BIRTHDAY! qonna broke again ! hahas.
26 KEVIN NG BENDAN BIRHDAY! hahahas. 

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YOU'RE THE ONE ~
today had my chinese exam !! & it's totally sucks .
i never had this kind of feeling before when i taking my chinese paper in the past . 
blame myself for never study hardhard ! keep play ~ ):
tomorrow will be my english paper . sianns~
meet sister & sheila today . (:
ohya, and min ! hehes. thanks for teaching me maths . 
slackslack in MAC ~ with others . {their friends} (:
and now is 12.30am , i just reached home . 
my MR.piggy sleeping yeah ? shall not call him up . hahas.
GOODLUCK FOR TOMORROW FIONA ;P
goodnight peoples ! LOVES .

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I NEVER CHANGE & I SWEAR! ):
tomorrow exam start ! & i still haven't prepare hao ..  STRESS!!
M-I-A for the time being ~ due to the stupid exam ..
GOODLUCK MY CLASSMATES & HIM (: 

hey sister , if you happen to view my blog read this (:
yes, we did always quarrel . but we always be back the closeness as we are .
but quarrel sure make us tired derrs right ?
and thanks for being more & more understanding bahs. 
why people must quarrel ? this is a good question i wanna ask . 
nevermind forget it . (:
and i miss those time when we both always went out & play till night (:
don't worry , even i have somebody else now, i won't throw you aside. 
is still the same as the past , is just that sometime excuse me for not being there . 
hahas. you're the one , make me smile , make me cry , make me angry . & be there for me whenever i need someone . always when i quarrel with boyfriend , sad or what you always cheer me up till night . even you fail , you will just sit with me till morning . thanks (; and i'll never forget .. you will always buy things that i like for me .. you dote me , and i know .. 
but sometime you really attitude , and that what i'm sorry that i cannot tahan it . ;P
people do have attitude lar i know. but next time dont becos of small little thing angry . later got wrinkles LOL! hahas. don't want say more lerrs . when we meet up . i gonna have a HEART2HEART talk with you . as i got alot more to say . (:

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I GONNA HOLD ON AND ON !!
went out with boy & his friend today ..
actually meeting sister & girlfriends derr lor !!
but sorry i cannot make it on time..
GLAD THAT THEY ARE SUCH GOOD & UNDERSTANDING LARS . muarrks!
down to hougang meet his gan jie and co ..
his gan jie's husband's car . POWER LA{:
never dream that i will be sitting inside a sport car man..
went to sentosa for our lunch ~
the whole restaurant like ours . only us (:
COOL RIGHT ? {: follow by cable car , sky tower and rounding around town area (:
sms with ahsis all the way (: 
now reach home & i'm super tired !! { I NEED SOME SLEEP }
tomoorow gonna chiong study . EXAM ! 
iloveyouuuu ! & is YOU ! ;P

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MEDICINE IS KILLING ME NOW!
i hate , i hate , i hate ... 
i'm scared of medicine already seriously ...
today as usual , take MRT to school as it's raining ...
after school went down yewtee meet sister & jasmine. (:
STUDY, STUDY & STUDY .. { really no time to play anymore }
meet sheila awhile . 
the three sheila , adeline & me stomach pain . 
adeline & me keep "xie du zi" . now still pain sia ! 
LOLS! FACE GREENGREEN ahhs.~
fucking hell don't know eat what thing !! 
didn't meet up with yann today . SORRY UH !
tomoorrow (: see you tomorrow . 
after medicine should i sleep or study ?? HAHAS. 
i choose to STUDY ;D
PS: ILOVEYOU(:
你的好永远在我心里 .

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WHAT I NEED IS TRUST FROM YOU ALL!
had been staying at home for 2days already . bored siaa.
lying on bed watching tv , revise & sleep after medicine.
nomore i can entertain you guys like the past lers. LOL!
yesterday quarrel with her again . always of the same old things! 
but afterall it's over . thanks jolene & sheila bah ?
tomoorow i'm out (: yeah, went to school and after school meet girlfriends. 
i hope i never choose wrong (:

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whole day at home . due to the fking sickness.
it's getting more & more jialat . KILLS!
sleep for the whole day liao. headache . and cannot revise.
MIDYEAR i prepare to fail it !! ):
see doctor tomorrow again . irritating .!
do you really think before of mee ? -.-

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NO MORE FROM NOW. 
went to school alone today . the two entertainers never go . LOL
after that , went ahsis house meet jasmine(si bao) & sheila(pipi) .
long time no meet her mann ~
after that eat hongkong cafe . i  eat the bread & french toast. SUPER nice.
jolene came after that . accompany her to see doctor . 
ask doctor why the lung there like pain . she say what " TB & lung cancer"
should cut down smokinq already . lols . 
sickness still haven't recover yet ! someone heal meee please .. hahas. 
jolene like whole day not feelinq happy like that . SMILE ! (; pigumao~
yann(wu bao) & min(xiao bao) came to meet us (:
and tomorrow going to celebrate bear's birthday . 
GIRLFRIENDS & FOURSOMES are LOVE . muarks.
i 'm so happy today as ADELINETOH NEVER QUARREL WITH ME ! (:
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hahas. somebody so caring wors today. but sorry if i qiven you attitude .
you also " bo ka si " sia , hang my phone !
i think i had make your all dissapointed bah. hmm. 

speechless..

suddenly i feel that i'm useless. only know how to make ppl worried of me . 
nobody is perfect . sometime also think of giving up , but donwant to make ppl dissapointed.
really dam no mood now ahs. ): 
dont feel like talking . fkinq sick & moodless.
sorry sis & my love oneees.
i'm stresss ~ & who will i run to .anyways. HAPPY 16MONTH to MY SISTER .{:always being there for me . thanks!
although you make me crazy sometime , but afterall you'r still mine sister {: LOVE!

speechless..

memories is just extra .....

boring laa. hhahas. sick nomood study this few day . 
lols. play L4D with sis & pipi just now .
never meet jolene for quite long  too .  
got one idiot at there too .. hahas .. 
i saw him i sian diao .. hhaas .. joking ! {:
thursday jasmine going to teach sis & me MATHS lers! huhu~ finally . 
and friday going bugis meet baobao[s] as it's brother bear's birthday . hahas!

i thought ..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!!
yesterday i good girl , no go out .. today i also good girl at home.(:
but at night went out lars. hahas.
morning went bangkit with my sis. i bought a cake, a rose & do a card for beloved.mummy.
hehes. confirm she is touched.(:
adeline.sis came to find me because i told her i SBNL. lols. {THANKS}
eat at my house, then went to meet weijie & ahrui.
lols. fight with adeline.sis .  and  now then i realise my hand got scratches. hahas.
head shot ! 3 time. power lor.
cabb down to meet sheila for awhile nia . because she meetinq her friends.
then i went to meet him . HOMESWEETHOME afterward.
attention: " MY PHONE IS GREATLY SERIOUSLY LOUSY !"
i dislike it already larr. LOL. only take pictures good nia. 
midyeaar cominq. die liao. lols. 
lastly, i'm really tired .

kiss me through the phone.

 
wasted saturday. whole day at home. because sick. thinking whether to go out later mah . 
thanks people that ask me to see doctor . but i lazy . HAHAHA!
after school went bugis with yann and min to interview.
congrat to her that she had got her job (:
then back to yewtee meet foursomes & co  .. 
nicholas & his friend come find us for awhile ..
afterthat went limbang meet with kor they all until 5am then reach home. cos he dun let us go home ! IDIOT DE! ;P
went lanshop actually wanna play L4D derr ,, but in the end play CS . 
hahas. adeline&me so noob lor . dont even know how to play. so we play audition. (:
NOBODYNOBODYBUTYOU. hahas. 3am plus went to basketball court cos they wanna play basketball. hahas. tio screen again ~ -.- boliao.saw a baika gek kiang leg injured still wanna play bball . LAUGHS!
while they all playing. kevin&me sit another side ah . SLEEPY lor . i sick, he vomit. -.-
takecare wors. (:
reach home call somebody . lols. really make me kisiao lor him. humpfh! hahas. somehow maybe i make him kisiao more. ;X will try behave myself derr nahs.

BEHAVIOUR SUCKS

peace & smilee

i done something wrong again.

didn't manage to study today. no heart study sia . tired!
blogging more & more bored . 
i have no time liao ! asshole. 

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HAPPY ELF DAY GIRLS! although we have drifted away.
but still we're BAOBAO JIEMEI {:
can always call & ask whether we wanna meet up anot der.
LOVES.
i am stress arhh! exams coming & yet my maths & science i cannot even understand !

haiis. feel like giving up sometime, but NO , i will never give up again . don't wish to dissapoint my parents again..
MOTHER DAY COMING ! hahas. i love my mummy {:

and goodluck for your court tomorrow ! hope you're fine .(:

SOMEBODY SAVE ME PLEASE!

believe it..

I PROUDLY SO HAPPY WITH MY CURRENT LIFE RIGHT NOW!
i loveeeee FOURSOMES. ;D .. always laugh like SZB when we are together . hahahas.
we're such a spendthrift ! visited hongkong cafe today once again .. hees ..
the food there  totally melted our heart. (: especially mango milkice ! must really try . (:
and girlfriends , i will call you girls out once after my exam bah. alrights!
sheila pipi & adeline sis tonninq at my house right now. (: FUN YEA .?
jolene came to find us for awhile just now. (:
but her bf came to fetch her home as it's raininq heavily just now. sweet right ? hahas.
and now, i qoinq back to play with them lers. edited . went down to coffee shop  to buy drinks.
but it's still raininq , so we sitted there & chit-chat. suddenly got a group of boys came sit with us , treat us beer & chitchat with them. -.- sheila drink water dam fast de lor ! CLAPCLAP*
7plus went back home , do our face mask. hahas. sheila doze off . & i quarrel with adeline again.
hey girl, i know you're feelinq low now because of your family problem. but still as times goes by your happiness will be back . (: most importantly RESPECT ! now is 8pm and i just wake up (:
hahas. wasted my 1 day sia. qonna revise later lerrs. 
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hahas. iloveyou. stupid-.-i'm good right ? morninq call you . hahas. takecare of your health .