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FIONA says she is so sadd can ! ):
firstly i didn't go for my geo paper . 
dissapointed my mum and make her angry . 
i wanted to say i'm sorry.
but yet it seem like it's really hard to say sorry to her out from my mouth.
after telling her i don't want to go , 
i lie on bed heard that she is coughing. 
i wanted to care but i keep don't care her. 
what a failure daughter am i. 
dissapoint her one time follow by one time. 
secondly, i really have no mood to go for that paper.
yesterday lie on bed , flip here and there
and couldn't sleep well. hahas. who knows?
listen songs and tears to sleep. crazy?
maybe i really cannot sense my future anymore.
FUCKMYLIFE!
he is always there for me , but ... hais dont wish to say here.
maybe i'm just too naughty like you say ?
maybe i still behave like a kids? LOL!
i cannot take people from scolding me.?
especially you , why cannot i tolerate?
hmm. Indeed i'm a failure girlfriend too.
i think alot alot & alot ! 
but i dont wish to say out. 
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i realised saving message is so stupid can!
screen back really make people's heartaches.!
when i started to love, my heart aches more. oh.
but i won't give up so easily. ;P