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treat a boy good also got wronq??

really i dont know how to love!!

qive in soo much this is what i qet always.

promise not to leave me. this is what i trust .

but in the end , i m the one always beinq hurt.

FUCKFUCKFUCK~ imtired}:

i rather you send me short messaqe then you leave me .

aslonqas you're still mine. haiis.

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I AM PAIN!! DEEPDEEP PAIN!

cry fer 3day till midnite force myself to sleep.

iampain that i cannot feel his love!

iampain that i duno what he is doing!

iampain that i never receive any of his call!

IMISSHIM!

IMISSHISVOICE!

IMISSHISCARING!

IMISSEVERYTHING!):

i dunoe what i have done.

i rmb this song he play in the bus.

when i listen i will cry.

I GOING BREAK DOWN SOON. haiis

nolonger iAMSTRONG!

i am scared 1st time so scared. hais

you r the longest stead with me.

the one i love most.

maybe i always quarrel with you.

you r tired le?

haiis. waiting fer later wad he will reply me.

you still rmb this?直到天长地久直到天荒地老.?

meaning love till the end.
IMISSYOUBADLY!

sweetascandy. painlikedyinq!

i AM sad

一个人的感觉好孤独好可怕!

一个人的感觉好孤独好可怕!

一个人的感觉好孤独好可怕!

maybe is i think too much ? or he really change?;'(

nowadays very less meet him.

he pei his brothers slack.

hais.i rmb last time i call him pei his bro more during the holiday.

but now sch reopened he lesser and lesser meet mee,contact mee,

i feel that ~ haiis dunwan to say.

sisters all study. & i feel i am alone.

i am scared they will be gone .

boy, please don't treat me so coldly can ? ;'(

MY HEARTACHES!!

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我痛得快死了

no mood this few days .

really cannot afford to lose my LOVE-D ONE!

I'M SORRY.

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HAPPY MOMENT DOESN'T LAST LONG SOMETIME


yeah. i am useless .(;
useless in cannot control my attitude . hais*
useless in makinq my sister angry .
useless in makinq her dissapointed .
useless in dunnoe how much they care fer us . D;
useless in i have a gd boyfriend and dunoe how to treat him better .
haiis .. i am sorry .
i know sorry doesn't cure fer kexin .
if only ue can understand .
feelinq that dunwan hide thing frm ue so tell ue in the end but ue r still angry .
see-inq what ue say to me hurt mee more . haiis .
nevermind bahs . at least i tell ue lerrs . althouqh ue feel it's too late.
if you next time really need someone . i am still there . but if ue dunwan to tell us animore nevermind bah . hais . just dunwan ue to face prom by urself . andd dunwant ue more fan . D;
MY HEARTT ACHES.